viernes, 18 de enero de 2008


Today is one of those days in which I am not so sure how I am feeling. I have this feeling of exhilaration at times... feeling happy beyond belief. But at others I feel like an enormous empty space, right in the middle of my chest. I know my life is ok, I should not be complaining, and I am not... still, there is something missing, and that makes me sad. And this is how I feel at this moment.

Hoy es uno de esos días en los que no estoy muy segura cómo me siento. Tesngo este sentimiento de total satisfacción de a ratos... sintiéndome feliz de una forma increíble. Pero en otros momentos siento como un agujero enorme en el medio del pecho. Sé que mi vida está ok, no debería estar quejándome, y no lo estoy haciendo... pero, me falta algo, y eso me pone triste. Y así es como me siento en este momento.

8 comentarios:

Clara dijo...

Y dejate de joder, Jean, que la vida te está sonriendo, las cosas se están dando como deberían haberse dado ya hace tiempo (obvio porque no dependían solo de vos!), así que tirate un rato al sol en una reposera y disfrutá de este momento tan lindo que te está tocando vivir. Besos!!!!!!!!!!!

Dks dijo...

I understand how you feel Jeannie! I have often felt like that myself, even when I am truly happy in every part of my life.... you just feel that there needs to be something more but just can't figure out what it is...
I have often had that "empty feeling" even when I have so much. I think the thing is I am the kind of person who always demands so much of myself, above and beyond the limit, that I am never satisfied with the actions of other people ! haha - My God that sounds terrible!!!
Muchos Besos My Dear Friend!!

Anónimo dijo...

Ya sabemos lo que te falta (quién mejor dicho). Ya está por llegar. Tiempo amiga. Te quiero! Diego

Jean dijo...

Gracias, Clara! mantengamos los dedos cruzados nena!! beso!

Dearest Donnie! I guess being so self-demanding at times does not allow me to ejoy being happy... bah, I am responsible for not allowing myself to enjoy my happy moments, as if doing so meant being selfish! Thank you for always being around, my friend!

Gracias, Diego! beso.

® ♫ The Brit ♪ dijo...

I guess you're right there Jeannie! I never really thought of it in that way... So I too don't allow myself to just be happy at those times, maybe we need to learn to accept the things as they are at these times, sit back and relish the moment! I will try to do that next time I see myself getting too demanding of myself...
You see how wonderful your Blog is?! I'm learning how to learn and grow as well!
Thank you my Dearest Friend!
Hugs and Kisses x

Jean dijo...

Learning from what I have to say? Oh my, Donnie... hehehe
and sure, we must allow ourselves to enjoy the happines in our lives... little as well as big moments of hapiness, all count!

® ♫ The Brit ♪ ® dijo...

Keep thinking positive thoughts Jeannie! and don't dwell on the negative...
"Positive thoughts bring positive happenings!" as my Grandmother used to say!
Muchos Besos my Dear Friend! :)

Jean dijo...

Absolutely, Donnie!!!! Positive thinking so positive things will come my way! =) Beso!